New year oh dear.....

M- Very well very well... I just thought of posting something for the sake of it.. I know that's bad, but oh well. Ok.. The New Year... not a really good start but not that bad.. still thankful.. I'm still alive, still sane ( I hope) not depressed ( I think) but now am coughing ( not good ). Trying to figure out how to manage the people who joined kawat, yes I am scared, who isn't ?? kan ?? right?? betul kan ?? Hopeless ?? I sure hope not, I still like to kawat, yea I'm pretty passionate, but can I teach?? really hope so... So that gets me thinking... Hope.. one of the reasons why we are alive, right?? We all feel pain, yes it hurts... but It's a good teacher... It tells you you're still alive... What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger... most of the time :)

None of us really know when it is time for us to leave... some may know vaguely... but anything can happen at any given time... so all we can do now is to live in the moment... in our way... everyone chooses differently, but all hope for the best. Some choose to be happy know, and not worry about later, because to them, why waste time worrying. But those who do worry, like me, it's because we can't seem to let go of hope, we always hope for a later, not that we don't try to be happy now, we do, but we can't help worry, because we care. We do appreciate the good things, but maybe we don't show it well enough. Maybe not immediately. But when we are given enough time to sit and think, we do. We do good, in hope that we would get good things in return, because if there is a later, well at least we have something :)

So to all my dear friends,
While both you and I are still here, I would like to thank you for all that you have done, the advices, your time, your comfort,
while we are still here, I would like to tell you that I love you, and don't ever forget that,
while we have the chance, I want to ask for your forgiveness if I had ever done you wrong, or hurt you in any way,
I forgive you, If you have ever done so too, or at least I will try to,
so while we are still around, live like we are dying, because we are, everyone will have to leave eventually, and don't ever forget to smile :D..... Eat. Pray. Love

May God bless you all, and all the best

Lots of Love,
Melissa :)