Monday, November 30, 2009

Holidays

T-Ah, it's me again. It has been holiday since past a week and I've been doing some reading only. Thankfully, I'll be going to Indonesia this coming saturday. Cheers! [shopping malls and shoplets, here i come!] Hahahha.. Not much to say actually. Hadn't talk to any of my friends in days. I wonder what they all are doing now. Must be having fun or something.
My parents just came back from business travel [i'm not sure if this is right. is it work travel or ??] from Europe and they brought back bunch of chocolates. My fridge are full of chocolates. [I'm just bored, that's why i'm talking about chocolates] Hahahha.. Bye

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Friends

T- Heyy.. God! It has been long.. Anyway, as what Sya has said in the previous post, I've missed my old friend too. She change[to the worst] a lot and I'm excruciatingly disappointed by that. Cried a lot because of her change in attitude. My friends and I missed the old her terribly and couldn't think of any way to get her back. The only thing that we could do is just pray. [p.s.: I'm talking about the same person]
She was one of my first friend when i moved to KL on the year 2001. She is one of the friendliest person I've known. And i think because of that, she is easily influenced to the bad. She's away from us now, and that made it harder for us.
I don't get it. What's important now to most of the girls are who have prettiest face, who have the most expensive and cutest handbag, who is wearing the prettiest dress, and bla bla bla bla.. I mean, move on. Everyone is pretty, everyone is stylish, everyone is EVERYTHING! Stop the competition [that never exist].
I LOVE all my friends and i don't want them to feel that i'm controlling them. The fact that i love all of them, makes me want them to be the best that they could.

I'm just trying to be the best friend that you have ever had. Bye

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

A friend

I've been thinking a lot about what to say when she comes back... but right now I have no idea who and what she is. It upsets me a lot to see her like this. To be honest I'm not really good at confronting people.

She was my best friend. I loved her. But after what she did to me and a couple of people, I only know her as another person, a friend, full stop. I have nothing to say about her. She knows who she is and I know who I am..

If she was mad at me, I wish she'd say it in front of my face then telling other people rumors about me. I just hope she doesn't fake the friendship we have so far.

I've known her since standard 1. I was her classmate for 7 years. But after that, I don't know her anymore. So please, if she is reading this, Im sorry if I've ever done anything wrong to you. Miss you.

XO