S- ello people im back well im always here LOL... okie well heres the latest life experience i have so far... love, lust, passion, loyalty and of course BULLSHITty...
well these days like any freaking day... people have big, beautiful mouth that words that come out either sweet... loving... and shit!!! well not only they love to just say things they love to spread them to... well i guess making it up is not fun but spreading it well spreading IS FUN...
welll i guess some people do understand this but some people don't... so for those people please LOOK AT YOURSELVES first then SPREAD...
it won't hurt until you try...
T-As i said last two weeks, don't break your friends/mates heart.. Yet, a few of my friends are now heartbroken.. When my close friends are heartbroken, i tend to react to the problem.. Like i want to defend my friends.. Yet, i still can't do anything about it.. Which really makes me go mad!! I warn you people, we can always have fun, but don't go and cross the boundary.. Okay?? I'm sick people keep on going and hurt other people's feelings.. If accidentally blurt it out, that i understand, but if spread rumors, thats just too much.. Please people, know what you say.. Try not to hurt anyone intensionally.. Be nice most of the time..
M- both r sweating , in pain but living in the now... breathing hard... who will win ?? kitty is distracted...Eesha is losing hope. Both cryin out with all their might...lungs burning... so this is how it feels... but then wats the prize ?? is it really worth it ??they both noe their hands should be burning... probably bleeding... but no... its so cold, so so cold... so they both decided to give it a rest... though there is a sharp pain in their chest, like a dagger stabbing through their hearts...they both cried n embraced each other... let the prize wait, one sed... yes, only then we will both noe if it was worth it, sed the other...n so it goes...only God noes if they r able to come back, finally completely with peace in their now bleeding hearts...which r healed...to claim that so called prize if it ever was one...was it truly valuable...n if it came with a price... hands n whole life too...
to my dearest T n S , if u would understand....i hope i do
S- well we have oral today (actually since last last week) anyways i did my oral today... yayyyy for me :) so the topic for my oral is PEER PRESSURE . But thats like any other oral topic but wait LMFAO :) the only interesting part would be when i go to a sub-topic of my oral SEX. LOL!!! so its like a half of half (quater) of my classmates and i was like telling them about wait for it... ORAL SEX... so my teacher well she was sporting and that made it more sick LOL. it gets better when i actually say that the fact that people have it every year younger (in the usa ) so some boys okie there was like what 5 of them LOL (my class is like really sick ;-P) so i also talked about loosers and weak and up-tight all those peer pressure stuff. at the end i felt relieve FINISHED my oral.
PS: oral is BY MOUTH, sex is well sex IS SEX
LOL :) c ya :) till next time :)
T- I don't know how to say this but today i feel really hurt by my classmates.. Today at school, we had Pelancaran Bulan Patriotisme, few KRS people were assign to pop up some confetti and march a little.. Well, i was one of them.. After the perhimpunan finished, i went back to class to put my bag down and go to the KRS room for a while.. [Well, most of my classmates are PBSM or Pengakap..] So, when i went into my class, some of them give me and Alysha this "look", like we are some terrorist.. I understand that they does not like KRS "people", but right after i got those look from them, warm, hard feeling rush through my chest.. They don't know that i'm tired and all but they are giving me a hard time.. Same goes to most of my schoolmates.. That's not all, one of my old friend that are currently not in Malaysia, gave me and some of my friends a hard time too.. She have this new attitudes and all, but some how it's hard for us to accept it..
To me this whole thing is like a double attack on me and some of my friends.. Its really hard breaking that by just simple action it could hurt people by the heart.. Peace people.. Bye <3
